oo shittoo...

someone hit my car. damn it.

i bet the one who crashed on it, will be in a horrible accident tis week!

how could someone could be so mean. i was like arghhhhh............

btw.

i need a new wardrobe.

i need one. PLEASE.

my craviness.

it's a YES.
not a YES, yes. but a YES as in Year End Sale.
*****************^_^****************************
i have alot of things to buy in my mind @ the moment.
a WHOLE LOT. =)

i want:

A NEW HANDBAG. MASSIVE ONE.so i can put barely EVERYTHING in it. =)

a dress for christmas.

Heels.

Earings.

wireless broadband. im getting sick of tis streamyx connection!

Novels.+)

a pair of jeans.

lotsa apparels. =)

oo..can i buy EDWARD CULLEN too??

well, eventho i am actually quite BROKE and facing the ultimate financial constraint @ the very moment. but what the hell, i just dont care. haha.

how i wish i had more money to spend on sumthing that are worthwhile.
sumthing...i mean sumone like EDWARD CULLEN? =)
i just missed him. oopppss.

i still love the fiancee. *xoxoxo*

Back to the root

after a long wait, i finally arrived to Kuching.
a place i called, my home =).
it was hard to say GoodBye to some of my closest friends.
i was glad i didnt shed a tear in front of everyone maybe because that
i was too HAPPY n COULDNT WAIT to come back home.
*evilish grin*

Upon arrival, i had a quick visit to my in-law's house @ 3rd mile before heading
to my house.
later that night, the family n I when for a dinner @ our usual fav place
OF ALLTIME (i would like to recommend it like tat as dady & mumy love the place sooo much)
The Ah Tou Restaurant.

This family restaurant is kind of famous among the chinese people in Kuching.
they do serve a super duper yummy food.
i had fullfilled my empty stomache with good and mouth-watering food.
couldnt ask for more. Heaven~~

After the dinner, i went straight to spring mall and booked myself and the fiancee
tickets to watch NEW MOON.
since the other proposed time were all sold-out, we only managed
to buy for 0100am tickets.
yeap, after midnight ticket.
FOR THE CRAVE OF NEW MOON I TELL YOU:
i didnt care if i were so damn tired after spending the whole day @ dreadful
sibu airport
i didnt care if i were too sleepy to open up my eyes and drive to spring mall.
i just care to watch Bella & Edward.
the twilight saga
THE....
<3>

Lousy MBO delayed the movie for approximately half and hour.
the fiancee and I had to wait patiently (ok, the fiancee was mumbling & complaining)
to enter the hall.
the ticket boy pursued some other of the movie-goers who couldnt tahan to wait n wanting to go home tat they could have an open ticket for the movie, meaning they can choose to watch the movie anytime they want to on the next day.
BUT, as a HUGE fan of Twillight Saga, i just ignored the ideas of watching it on the next day,
the fiancee even suggested the same thing and i was pretending not to hear any of opinion @ the meantime.
He didnt seem to understand how much i adored my err..cullens. haha.
i am not only a fan of korean hunkies ok?! ;p

So, at last we entered the hall.
i was like drooling my salivas over the shirt i was wearing the moment i watch
edward on the screen. awwww...
he did look pale (as he is a vampire that he had to look pale)
and soo white but nvrtheless, i adored his eyes n awww... the sexy~~ lip.
the way he kissed, he hugged and he stared at Bella, made me
fainted. *seriously*
ooo...did i tell u how sexy he was when he took off his shirt??
so seriously sexier than jacob. hahaha.

after all, it was a good movie if u really2 a fan of it.
some other ppl might think it was a lame and kinda dragging in the middle of the play but whatever it is, i prefer to read the book as it was 100x interesting than the movie itself.
the movie kinda jumbling the plot of the story in the novel anyway.
*refer to the last scene before Edward proposing to Bella*
it wasnt supposed to be that way of ending.
what the hell, as long as i WAS happy after watching it,
*coz edward is soooHOTTTT....GRRRR*
I DONT mind if i had to watch it again. haha.
enough of craps.
GTG now peeps. i need a wonderful dream now.

5 stars to new moon.
ooo...edward cullen, i love you.

Sincerely, kesulai.

monday blues *sigh*

Its monday and i have to wait for another 3 days (arghh) to get myself flying home.
i just cant wait. feels like pain coz patience is not on my top value.
i just finished reading new moon btw. i loveeee the part of edward and bella being together again. awwwww..... i definately re-read that chapter again..and again...
btw, i'm starting to do revision on my UAK last nite but my eyes just cudnt hold any much longer. well it was a bit strange when i changed the mode to read hello magazine and sneak a bit on my new moon book, i didnt feel very sleepy like b4. ironic.
hope that i will get the enthusiasm to read and revise. i need no procrastination in my vocabs anymore (as if). i need to get hold on it.
i better get enough sleep now to safe some energy 4 tonite reading.

thats all for now, tk care peeps!!

second home. temporarily.

presenting, the life of becoming a teacher. who said being a teacher is easy?

my books that i looked upon for 10 months. u would nvr know how much had tat i learnt bout differ kind of theories. fatique!!

my solemness remedy. i addicted to it for awhile n soon after tat, i back on my normal routine. Milo. yummy.

for colourizing the notes so i could be motivated to read and revise.

a dear friend of mine aka partner in crime

my saviour.

during talentime, hoping 'someone' to perform but sadly, tat someone did not.

to keep low the boredom in between classes

last day of my examination.

my notes.

i randomly took pictures but i didnt manage to capture moments of us from A to Z. life was so hectic back then and u like living ur life as if there is no tomorrow.
Whatever it is, i am a proud people of Rajang Campus. glad i was in the crowd and a zillionn thanks for making me what i am gonna be today and in the future. :)

a very last weekend.

counting my last moment @ rajang with friends. :S

everyone is going back home 4 good tomoro. HELL no!!!

meaning, leaving us the contagious 2 groups to spend couple more days (approximately 3 days here) in the campus.

i will miss everything. everyone. ;)

it was a great KPLI year for me. seriously. i met new friends. the partner in crime. i thot tat ive enough of making new friends, but the fact of believing we are living in this roundous world, u will make friends where ever you go.

i will not blog a special post tribute to my coursemates, except for PSY @ the moment coz im gonna cry. i cry alot ok. women are sensitive. THEY DO!

We will make a good teacher in the future, i bet!
aih..supposed to be apost for my last weekend here, why im emo-ing myself out?? blah. :)



gtg, tk care peep.

random crap.

oo. 1 week and a half away~~ i dun care bout my current course i currently attending, i dun care if i hve to finish up my assignments, i dun care if i have exam next week. hell yeah, i dun care.
i just care to go back home in kuching.
i just care to see my family.
i just care to meet my fiancee.
i just care to watch new movies. movies. i need to watch those two lined-up. arghhh.
cant wait to be freed from all this. ease this pain away. auuwwww..........

my very last moment @ rajang. sure to be missed. short to be remembered. i left out a path of forbidden tragedy. haha. no one knows. no one would ever knew. like, who cares anyway??

it had been so long since i attended a college dinner :)

It had been such a long period since i last attended a college dinner. i enjoyed myself so much but not with the food (as always). i wonder y la nowadays hotel dishes tasted so pai seh? Wasnt they supposed to hv quality control on their food?? whatever, i still felt a bit hungry after the event. haha. typical ME.

forget about the part of that lousy food. i just love the part of taking pics with my old & new frens. wish that i looked good in the pics, considering tat i still look gigantic n fat..argghh so i was trying hard to hide my physical weakness! haha.

There were some pics we took last night. my camera was so damn gila. i was not using the flash n when the pictures were taken, most of all in a shaking mode. most of the pics of my side were all grumpy n blurry. luckily few friends did bring their own camera so will get those awesome pics frm them next week!! *cant wait*

KPLI SR Science January 2009

With Ilmu Pendidikan's Lecturer, Mr. Wan Kamaran. He rocks!

Strike pose 1.

the friend. she is so hilarious.





With lovely Maria & JennielyMr. Photographer of the nite


Lovely Grace.

The Ladies

My heart left out tangled. damn, i hate tis kind of mixture feelings. haha. it was a good night after all. just hoping that we will be a good teacher in a future!!! salute sensei!!

Gtg, take care peeps!

it is 1.09am

i just arrived home after a long journey all way back from Bintangor.

Didnt plan well to go back kuching, it was a last minute decision. hah. I just dont want to thrash in my boredom in a deserted place like tat. as i wish i cud ran away, i still have to think tat my future is depending very much from it. ShiTTT....

Whole the year i spent in Rajang Campus, ive been tangled with friendship, worksss, assignments and HUMAN arounds me. It maybe fun, and it may not. whole the time i need to cope up with everything. u ppl noe tat i am super duper tight with times clicking to finish up everything in a blink. imagine myself to finish up more that 10 assignments in 3 months+micro-macro teaching+co-curricular activities!!! i thot that i had turn myself into a ROBOT but luckily i did not.

I am back again to rajang after a few months in saratok/roban. new faces coming in, and tats where the fun begin. EYE-WASHING. nguar..nguar..u dun have much entertainment in such a place u noe,(ok, besides FACEBOOK) so it is something that can really make u feel happy to see all the good+angelic tr-to-be faces around. HAHAHAHA. wE PLAY around a bit, act a little crazyyy as if we are soo single and unattached! hahaha . i dun play around that much as all the guys tat my frens have been craving on are actually MY OWN FRIENDS. Let just say tat i have to do ol' the introduction to get them to know each other, askd them to tapau us food just the sack of meeting them and even they r the one that i hv 2 look for to ask regarding on allowance on my frens behalf!! alright, i am the victim here.but, the thing is, it make us excited and LOAO.

i have two more weeks left and i bet to myself, i need to be patience a lit bit longer. i hope and really hope that i could pass my exam and get posted. oo wait. also 4 the interview that will be attended next week. I do hope for the best. God bless the Teacher... :D

GTG peeps. tk care!! *huggss*

my exam had over. i spent almost (let just said) 8 hrs to sleep.
not to say that i studied hard but i barely cudnt really master the subject so i hd to spent more times to understand the pedagogy, psychology and profesionalism. n ya, dat creepy science things. shit. even my Msc paper was wayyyyyyyyyyy easy!!
(talking about MAstery Learning..again!)
i wrote crappy things in my science paper. the last paper that supposed to be a kind of joyment. sorta.

oo well..i dun care. just pray hard tat i will pass both papers. whooaaa....

now, i found out i addicted to cafein.
(how was tat not gonna happened as i drank 3 cups of coffee every single day!!)

oo..i shud stop now. will be updating more later. u just have to wish 4 it. haha.