dream..dream..dream..

Last night i had a dream. i had a strangest/luvly dream..
strangest of the strangest..loveliness of d loveliness.
it divided by two parts.
First part of my dream:
i dream about my ex-crush.i ym-ed wit him a few days before and maybe bcoz of it, i dreamt bout him.He came to my dream, as a charmer and a sweeter guy like he always be.How could it be that way? Why he supposed to be in my dream, again? (ya, i dreamt bout him twice including dis one)..whoaaa... i need (really..really need) to erase the memory and deleting all d things ive been fallen for him. I want him to go, but as plain as it is..he will always be there as a FRIEND of mine. a very GOOD FRIEND of mine. sigh..

d first part of my dream was interrupted by d noise coming from dat stupid fat rat @ d kitchen. After killing the rat without mercy by pouring hot water to d damn-ass rat, i went back to sleep and there goes my 2nd part of the dream coming flow..

the second part preview:
I dreamt about my BFFs. Intan, Mas, Cek, Ayep, Julie and Apah (but no Ejann i wonder why!) was in d hospital coz intan were undergoing her nose surgery (aih, nak mancungkan hidung kali.). Julie was there wit her black tudung but wearing a very short hot pant!, Mas ws being herself, Cek ws busy doing sumthing i cudnt remember, Apah was flirting on a guy (which i supposed dat guy to be d doc's asisstant) and Ayep was pregnant! (coz she ws wearing dat big dress pregnant women always wear, hehe). Intan as d patient ws lying on the bed waiting 2 be operated. We were all sitting (and some wre standing) around intan. WE talked, and scolding d nurse and one gatal ol' guy coz kacau Julie. haha.. the dream went on just like that and i dunno wut hd happened to intan after that =).
I woke up and it ws 630am in d morning so end of d dream.

Dreams, sometimes it makes u feel down and lonely but sumtimes it can brighten up your day. I dunno which one can be applied to me but i feel dat im in a good mood today coz it has been a long time i ever dreamt of my best friends. (ok2..about that ex-crush thing too hahahaha)
Ok, gtg...im signing off..lalalala..

Vaanakam =)

Next week is Deepavali.celebrated by major indians in Malaysia (cz sum of d indians r not celebratin it) and d Sikh.
I dont have many Indian friends. The only friends dat ive got are my primary school's mates.
Ganesan, Satpal, Kavery, err...(i only have three??!!!) r one of em. got few more but, not dat very close la unlike those three.
Perhaps i will not goin to any open house since im in sri aman and dis indian ppl r the rare species to live in dis town (haha). plus, my dad's indian close-fren passed away early dis yr so no house to go la..hehe..

the bestest things:
good bollywood movies.
another. good bollywood movies. hehe..
dat d only best things during deepavali. haha.

p/s: Shah rukh han being conferred as Datuk. ya la, in conjunction with deepavali. haha.

Vaanakammmm.............

Happy Deepavali, Malaysian =)

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similajau outing

My first trip ever to a national park in Sarawak. Ya d FIRST.
i am so laaa tedaahh...;D
so d first lucky pick was similajau (or wutever d spelling is, i dunno).
i went there with my dearest hubby on saturday aftrnoon. i thot d journey ws long n tiring but actually it just not far from kidurong town (where d place of kidurong industrial park r situated).adalah about 15 minutes ride. cheh. sia2 jak stuffing lots of junk food 2 eat along d way.
well let's d pictures tell d stories ;)
d pasangan yang konon2 nya g honeymoon. next time, we will go to manukan. yes, we r goin there SOON...

Berposing laa..america next top model..eh salah...bintulu next top model..haha
trails..trailss..u can go as far as u want. it takes 3 hrs to reach golden beach. ya, but trust me, u wont regret it once u reach there.

a view from jambatan gantung. very scary la dis part. i feel like falling down. dis place is faymes for crocs btw.
my prince charming..

i look fat.waitt....i am fat. durhh..
c, i tell u..dis river (estuarine river, as in science term) got buaya
jambatan gantung Similajau..
he supposed to pose, not to sing while posing. errr...me as owes, poserr..
cover album mek duak..very d cutee...ngeh3

My family n I (hopefully) will going to Sabah end of dis yr. so, next trip will be d MAnukan (here i come)..tp, i still envy ejann and her trip to spain (correct me if im wrong). nang kacak giler babe la tempat ya.
till next time, daaa...

Kesulai signing off.

Raya post =)

life is quite 'hectic' lately. i was away to my future hubby's hometown in Bintulu during raya holidays, then went back 2 work which..as owez gimme headache 24/7.

Dis year raya ws nothing special, ya la..d first day of raya, we wre visiting d longggg list of daddy frens' cribs as usual. i supposed to go visiting with my frens on d 3rd day of raya but it hs been cancelled for last minutes as i ws flying to bintulu on d same day.

some of d pics taken during raya visit..

rumah uncle usop
** they changing colour of d curtain, every year. haha

my fav place. uncle amin's crib. d wifey made a very super-duper yummy choc cheese cake n ya..belacan cake (not la belacan..yg belacan). this yr, no big prawns served like b4..save budget perhaps (u noe all d things in d marketplace nowdays r very la damn expensive).

my aki's crib. boring la dis yr. i didnt even eat anythin! (haa, except 4 dat lousy taste of umai..yucks) mayb i ws full cz b4 we went here, we were in uncle amin's crib. the shortest time spent in aki's crib.

anty rita's crib. serunding dat very nyaman. my anty actually looks very slim u noe. mayb bcz of d fasting month ;).
uncle redzuan's crib. dah mlm wen we arrived here. i ws hoping to meet his cucu yg cute tu but he oredy left with his parents. wawawa.. oomg,u ppl hvnt see him yet, very la cute 3yrs old babe!!

Uncle sukiman's crib. ive been to dis house since i ws 2 or 3 yrs old. sooo la long tym agoo...always be d fav for its faymes sambal nasi lemak...yummyy...;)

i missed out couples of raya invitation btw. so sad coz i cudnt make it. wawawa.. life commitment! life commitment!

random pics =)

LIFE is boring (SUMTIMES). There's nothin else u can do but doing (SUMTHING) dat u love 2 do.

this is wut i do 2 kill my boredom. haha.

random pic 1. taken in d office

Random pic 2. taken on d way 2 Lubuk Antu. (mode:working)
Random pic 3: take 2 in Fisher's car.


Random pic 4: taken in Kuching, after-shopping @ Boulevard.

Random pic 5: taken while dining in Elephant.


Random pic 6: taken during 1st day of Raya.

So, i am a camwhore. not a whore, whore. But a camera-freak type of person.
SO, wutever u do 2 kill ur time, take a picture. anywhere.anytime. LIKE ME.
Muahahaha.

Kesulai signing off.