moderate mood.

my first ever hang-over @ my own crib. haha.

since i first went back frm bintulu, i barely stayed @ home. it was just a transit for sleep, (less of eating)-->but still fat, changing clothes, bathing, online then i would be off to some other places again.

christmas had passed. 3 days over. no exciting moments. kinda usual, laid-back celebration for me. i felt old and i didnt feel so well the whole week. i had cough, running nose and it bugging me like crazy. i am recovering. i hope so. haha.

So, next week, i will noe where do i get posted to. i dunno what's in my mind either to be so freely accepting wherever they put me in or just hoping for the better place for me to stay for at least 3-5 years. huh. i really cant decide. i just praying for the BEST. Lord, Bless your sinful child. O please.

gtg now. =) till then, tk care peeps.

oo shittoo...

someone hit my car. damn it.

i bet the one who crashed on it, will be in a horrible accident tis week!

how could someone could be so mean. i was like arghhhhh............

btw.

i need a new wardrobe.

i need one. PLEASE.

my craviness.

it's a YES.
not a YES, yes. but a YES as in Year End Sale.
*****************^_^****************************
i have alot of things to buy in my mind @ the moment.
a WHOLE LOT. =)

i want:

A NEW HANDBAG. MASSIVE ONE.so i can put barely EVERYTHING in it. =)

a dress for christmas.

Heels.

Earings.

wireless broadband. im getting sick of tis streamyx connection!

Novels.+)

a pair of jeans.

lotsa apparels. =)

oo..can i buy EDWARD CULLEN too??

well, eventho i am actually quite BROKE and facing the ultimate financial constraint @ the very moment. but what the hell, i just dont care. haha.

how i wish i had more money to spend on sumthing that are worthwhile.
sumthing...i mean sumone like EDWARD CULLEN? =)
i just missed him. oopppss.

i still love the fiancee. *xoxoxo*

Back to the root

after a long wait, i finally arrived to Kuching.
a place i called, my home =).
it was hard to say GoodBye to some of my closest friends.
i was glad i didnt shed a tear in front of everyone maybe because that
i was too HAPPY n COULDNT WAIT to come back home.
*evilish grin*

Upon arrival, i had a quick visit to my in-law's house @ 3rd mile before heading
to my house.
later that night, the family n I when for a dinner @ our usual fav place
OF ALLTIME (i would like to recommend it like tat as dady & mumy love the place sooo much)
The Ah Tou Restaurant.

This family restaurant is kind of famous among the chinese people in Kuching.
they do serve a super duper yummy food.
i had fullfilled my empty stomache with good and mouth-watering food.
couldnt ask for more. Heaven~~

After the dinner, i went straight to spring mall and booked myself and the fiancee
tickets to watch NEW MOON.
since the other proposed time were all sold-out, we only managed
to buy for 0100am tickets.
yeap, after midnight ticket.
FOR THE CRAVE OF NEW MOON I TELL YOU:
i didnt care if i were so damn tired after spending the whole day @ dreadful
sibu airport
i didnt care if i were too sleepy to open up my eyes and drive to spring mall.
i just care to watch Bella & Edward.
the twilight saga
THE....
<3>

Lousy MBO delayed the movie for approximately half and hour.
the fiancee and I had to wait patiently (ok, the fiancee was mumbling & complaining)
to enter the hall.
the ticket boy pursued some other of the movie-goers who couldnt tahan to wait n wanting to go home tat they could have an open ticket for the movie, meaning they can choose to watch the movie anytime they want to on the next day.
BUT, as a HUGE fan of Twillight Saga, i just ignored the ideas of watching it on the next day,
the fiancee even suggested the same thing and i was pretending not to hear any of opinion @ the meantime.
He didnt seem to understand how much i adored my err..cullens. haha.
i am not only a fan of korean hunkies ok?! ;p

So, at last we entered the hall.
i was like drooling my salivas over the shirt i was wearing the moment i watch
edward on the screen. awwww...
he did look pale (as he is a vampire that he had to look pale)
and soo white but nvrtheless, i adored his eyes n awww... the sexy~~ lip.
the way he kissed, he hugged and he stared at Bella, made me
fainted. *seriously*
ooo...did i tell u how sexy he was when he took off his shirt??
so seriously sexier than jacob. hahaha.

after all, it was a good movie if u really2 a fan of it.
some other ppl might think it was a lame and kinda dragging in the middle of the play but whatever it is, i prefer to read the book as it was 100x interesting than the movie itself.
the movie kinda jumbling the plot of the story in the novel anyway.
*refer to the last scene before Edward proposing to Bella*
it wasnt supposed to be that way of ending.
what the hell, as long as i WAS happy after watching it,
*coz edward is soooHOTTTT....GRRRR*
I DONT mind if i had to watch it again. haha.
enough of craps.
GTG now peeps. i need a wonderful dream now.

5 stars to new moon.
ooo...edward cullen, i love you.

Sincerely, kesulai.

monday blues *sigh*

Its monday and i have to wait for another 3 days (arghh) to get myself flying home.
i just cant wait. feels like pain coz patience is not on my top value.
i just finished reading new moon btw. i loveeee the part of edward and bella being together again. awwwww..... i definately re-read that chapter again..and again...
btw, i'm starting to do revision on my UAK last nite but my eyes just cudnt hold any much longer. well it was a bit strange when i changed the mode to read hello magazine and sneak a bit on my new moon book, i didnt feel very sleepy like b4. ironic.
hope that i will get the enthusiasm to read and revise. i need no procrastination in my vocabs anymore (as if). i need to get hold on it.
i better get enough sleep now to safe some energy 4 tonite reading.

thats all for now, tk care peeps!!

second home. temporarily.

presenting, the life of becoming a teacher. who said being a teacher is easy?

my books that i looked upon for 10 months. u would nvr know how much had tat i learnt bout differ kind of theories. fatique!!

my solemness remedy. i addicted to it for awhile n soon after tat, i back on my normal routine. Milo. yummy.

for colourizing the notes so i could be motivated to read and revise.

a dear friend of mine aka partner in crime

my saviour.

during talentime, hoping 'someone' to perform but sadly, tat someone did not.

to keep low the boredom in between classes

last day of my examination.

my notes.

i randomly took pictures but i didnt manage to capture moments of us from A to Z. life was so hectic back then and u like living ur life as if there is no tomorrow.
Whatever it is, i am a proud people of Rajang Campus. glad i was in the crowd and a zillionn thanks for making me what i am gonna be today and in the future. :)

a very last weekend.

counting my last moment @ rajang with friends. :S

everyone is going back home 4 good tomoro. HELL no!!!

meaning, leaving us the contagious 2 groups to spend couple more days (approximately 3 days here) in the campus.

i will miss everything. everyone. ;)

it was a great KPLI year for me. seriously. i met new friends. the partner in crime. i thot tat ive enough of making new friends, but the fact of believing we are living in this roundous world, u will make friends where ever you go.

i will not blog a special post tribute to my coursemates, except for PSY @ the moment coz im gonna cry. i cry alot ok. women are sensitive. THEY DO!

We will make a good teacher in the future, i bet!
aih..supposed to be apost for my last weekend here, why im emo-ing myself out?? blah. :)



gtg, tk care peep.

random crap.

oo. 1 week and a half away~~ i dun care bout my current course i currently attending, i dun care if i hve to finish up my assignments, i dun care if i have exam next week. hell yeah, i dun care.
i just care to go back home in kuching.
i just care to see my family.
i just care to meet my fiancee.
i just care to watch new movies. movies. i need to watch those two lined-up. arghhh.
cant wait to be freed from all this. ease this pain away. auuwwww..........

my very last moment @ rajang. sure to be missed. short to be remembered. i left out a path of forbidden tragedy. haha. no one knows. no one would ever knew. like, who cares anyway??

it had been so long since i attended a college dinner :)

It had been such a long period since i last attended a college dinner. i enjoyed myself so much but not with the food (as always). i wonder y la nowadays hotel dishes tasted so pai seh? Wasnt they supposed to hv quality control on their food?? whatever, i still felt a bit hungry after the event. haha. typical ME.

forget about the part of that lousy food. i just love the part of taking pics with my old & new frens. wish that i looked good in the pics, considering tat i still look gigantic n fat..argghh so i was trying hard to hide my physical weakness! haha.

There were some pics we took last night. my camera was so damn gila. i was not using the flash n when the pictures were taken, most of all in a shaking mode. most of the pics of my side were all grumpy n blurry. luckily few friends did bring their own camera so will get those awesome pics frm them next week!! *cant wait*

KPLI SR Science January 2009

With Ilmu Pendidikan's Lecturer, Mr. Wan Kamaran. He rocks!

Strike pose 1.

the friend. she is so hilarious.





With lovely Maria & JennielyMr. Photographer of the nite


Lovely Grace.

The Ladies

My heart left out tangled. damn, i hate tis kind of mixture feelings. haha. it was a good night after all. just hoping that we will be a good teacher in a future!!! salute sensei!!

Gtg, take care peeps!

it is 1.09am

i just arrived home after a long journey all way back from Bintangor.

Didnt plan well to go back kuching, it was a last minute decision. hah. I just dont want to thrash in my boredom in a deserted place like tat. as i wish i cud ran away, i still have to think tat my future is depending very much from it. ShiTTT....

Whole the year i spent in Rajang Campus, ive been tangled with friendship, worksss, assignments and HUMAN arounds me. It maybe fun, and it may not. whole the time i need to cope up with everything. u ppl noe tat i am super duper tight with times clicking to finish up everything in a blink. imagine myself to finish up more that 10 assignments in 3 months+micro-macro teaching+co-curricular activities!!! i thot that i had turn myself into a ROBOT but luckily i did not.

I am back again to rajang after a few months in saratok/roban. new faces coming in, and tats where the fun begin. EYE-WASHING. nguar..nguar..u dun have much entertainment in such a place u noe,(ok, besides FACEBOOK) so it is something that can really make u feel happy to see all the good+angelic tr-to-be faces around. HAHAHAHA. wE PLAY around a bit, act a little crazyyy as if we are soo single and unattached! hahaha . i dun play around that much as all the guys tat my frens have been craving on are actually MY OWN FRIENDS. Let just say tat i have to do ol' the introduction to get them to know each other, askd them to tapau us food just the sack of meeting them and even they r the one that i hv 2 look for to ask regarding on allowance on my frens behalf!! alright, i am the victim here.but, the thing is, it make us excited and LOAO.

i have two more weeks left and i bet to myself, i need to be patience a lit bit longer. i hope and really hope that i could pass my exam and get posted. oo wait. also 4 the interview that will be attended next week. I do hope for the best. God bless the Teacher... :D

GTG peeps. tk care!! *huggss*

my exam had over. i spent almost (let just said) 8 hrs to sleep.
not to say that i studied hard but i barely cudnt really master the subject so i hd to spent more times to understand the pedagogy, psychology and profesionalism. n ya, dat creepy science things. shit. even my Msc paper was wayyyyyyyyyyy easy!!
(talking about MAstery Learning..again!)
i wrote crappy things in my science paper. the last paper that supposed to be a kind of joyment. sorta.

oo well..i dun care. just pray hard tat i will pass both papers. whooaaa....

now, i found out i addicted to cafein.
(how was tat not gonna happened as i drank 3 cups of coffee every single day!!)

oo..i shud stop now. will be updating more later. u just have to wish 4 it. haha.

october agenda :)

oo. examination is approaching. i need to study. hah.
well, it is not ME if it's not last minute of preparation to sit 4 d examination.
i am not used to be so early-prepared. (so, i said..ceh)

after examination, i will hve to go for kissm n wen nov is approaching,,,:
I just cant wait to watch my new moon!! RObert pattisOn is wayyyy tooo
HAWTTTTTTTTT ~~~droolinggg~~~~

gtg, peeps!

till then, tk care ;))) <3

randomly published.

oo. well. 2 months period since my last post.
I have so many things to write up then end up forgetting bout tis blogging.
U can go check my 3 fat files if u dont believe me. hah.

im back to Rajang. another almost 2 months left. HMM...cant hardly wait. i just cant hardly wait.

Twilight new moon, due in nov.
ok. i still adored the movie i last watched. perfect getaway. it indeed a perfect getaway aftr all ;DDDD
the actor is awesome. and OMGG...extremely-EXTRA-ordinary SWEET!!

orites peeps, tats all 4 now.
tk care.

propaganda.

hi, just passing by to make sure my blog is update. ahah!
will be posting somethin good & nice soon. u guys have to wait until next time aite!

cya. tk care peeps.

Jay

tense is high.

i dunno why they dont want to work hard.

why they never listen?

why they so pathetic?

they always want to play around and even worse, suprisingly they still could not spell the words and to pronounce the words since they already reach 11!

God Love good people.

yes, yasmin ahmad had passed away.

i wished she could stay for a while but God love her more than we do.

i should cont to keep her blog in my page. i dont want to get rid of it right away.

sigh.

another madness.

he just rawkin my world tis few weeks. there's no other entertainment u can have in saratok so thts d reason i found him. my fren downloaded tis korean drama called boys over flower (korean version of hana yonga dori) n his in it!!
eventho i dun really fancy the curly hair he had in this drama, but i still love the way he treats his gf (even he can b cruel sometimes). he's a charmer, absolutely.
watch the drama. u will nvr regret. seriously NO. my top fav after coffee prince & princess hour. ;D

better watch it okeh! try to download the series @ youtube/mysoju. or u can buy (pirated) the dvd @ kenyalang mall/park city bintulu mall n speedy store do have the original one! heheh.

craving for edward cullen. lovehim.

seriously, i falled for him. haha. tis hunkie as WE all know appeared in twilight movie ( n more to come!) which i happened to ignore it wen hubby bought the dvd a couple of months ago. snobbishly, i thot that the movie is nothin but a whole bunch of craps. well, i was not a big fan of vampire thingy so i didnt care so much abt it.
Then, came along my lonesome-boring period in rajang, i brought the dvd back to the hostel, yes..i need something to watch! remedial for my stressfullness.
To make the love story short, that one evening had completely changed everything. i watched the movie over and over again. i couldnt stop crying, watching my fav scenes and yeap..promoting it to my friends and we were all in love and still are. ;D.
he is soooooo good looking i meannn gorgeous looking guy...eye-catcher! head-turner!

I WISH HE IS STARING AT ME............oooo mmmYYYY........

&&& i changed my layout again. ;D..the previous one like my fren said was not a blog-friendly (wth) . wutever it is, hope u peeps like it! coz i do. its green! go green!

p/s: rumours said emma watson died of car accident. shittoo..i really hope dats only a rumour!

annoyed but delighted.

2 months fly over soo fast. we r in the 3rd week of July n next week will be the end of tis month so it comes to August.
Im in Saratok, practically training here. for 3 months. 3 DREADFUL-OO-SO-BORING place ive been so far (my life was so much better in sri aman...and still missing it ;( )
So many things happened. like always, up & down.
Life isnt prefect, so why do i hv to complain.
Maybe, becoz of that someone (not in particular) that exist in my life that not suppose to deal with my biznes, comprehend with my life and tangle with myself. They are all super-duper LOSER.

Wut-Ever-It-Is..i dun care. It's my life and currently very HAPPY with it. so blah!!

last week was hubby's birthday. i hvnt get him a present, yet since tis month i kinda broke financially due to othrs commitment circumstances (kononnyaaa) spt my Qanary's birthday!!
but, well...my lovely daddy is volunteering to pay for it. hahaha. he knows that i am paid with ciput allowance n still im surviving eventho half of the allowance was gone for the qanary's monthly installment. ;)..dad always be the best!!!!!!!!!!!
back to my hubby thing, i will look for one as i promised him. (counting..another 2 months to go for our 2nd yr anniversary <3 )

im goin back to kuching today (hurraayyyy!) cant wait to be at home...;D
im going to blog anytime soon. maybe about my school and my notty like hells' pupils
till next time...tk care ;)

battle of the day

i will turn into zombie tomoro.

2 macro teachings for the subject which i gonna teach in the future.

1. deadly ENGLISH...

2. OOOMMGGG Science..

oo....pleaseee.....;(

cant wait to end my thursday and i will free like a birddd!!!!!!!!!!!! for at least 'a while'

boring sunday...

woke up late dis morning but since i haf nothing else to do (apart frm assignments!), i didnt bother to felt sorry for myself coz wasted almost half a day sleeping. haha.
b4 i forget, i just wanted to say,


CONGRATS, DR. ARLIZAN BAIZURA BT ARIFFIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I NEVER doubt abt her ability to be a doctor doh. Yes, i already knew frm the start tat she's gonna be the good one. she was so worried (like hell, i guess) about the examination, the result n all dat since last week but i had that strong instinct dat she could make it perfectly. and she did, yeay!
I am HOPING she's the one who gonna help me to deliver my first baby......awwwwwwwwwwwww...BUT SINCE that she's working in ireland in the mannerly time, i just keep my finger crossed for the time being. hahaha.

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back to me. spotlight plz. *wink*

i had finishd almost half of my lisful of assgnments. another two weeks in jail, and im outta here for 3 months. away to Saratok untuk berkhidmat kepada NEgara & penjara Rajang. hahaks.
beggining of next week, i have 2 macro teachings coming up, music exam, english exam (not comfirm yet), two presentations, and few assgnments to pass up.

seriously, i just cant wait for june's holiday...sighhh...

hardly care..

tomorrow holiday. yea..yea.

today went to sarikei town after Mr. Normizan class. paid my car, bought toiletries, kentucky fried chicken (ok..yummy) and i spent nearly rm800. OMG... it was only a trip to Sarikei...*sigh*

i am so tired. i barely have energy to put on my clothes (m in sarong after taking bath) n hell yes! i need to finish my science n gerko thingys.

Life aint that easy...yeaa, i know.

it's raining..

im craving for BK. sister said dt they will open new (and the only i guess) outlet in miri. Mirians should be proud coz its the only BK ever exist in SARAWAK!
going back to d hostel means no more DELICIOUS OOOO-YUMMMY food to eat!
the food in cafe..omG so cikai 1 yet very EXPENSIVE like hell. (ingat ya meisan resto ka pa?!)
better ask the makciks frm d stall outside campus take over the tender next yr. eh..wait, i will not be around here then, so nvm la..;p
currently eating garlic bun i bought @ farley ysterday. oo + the mild nescafe (freebie frm cleo) dat makes me awake.
in a way, its a good thing coz i will eat less n lose a lil bit of weight.
(tp, eating bun pun same la like taking rice kan? cheh..wtf)

BTW, we will be on HOLIDAY dis thursday. yeay! yet, i have a WHOLE lot of assgnments to do!
i did my two presentations (went off pretty well ;) ) today, went for campus election ( i cud not understand why we have to vote since we only spent more o less 6 months in here), no class in the afternoon yeay!, no more olahraga class (i did miserably terok for my olahraga exam, ahaks) and tonite im going to do assgnments (at least miss ling's will be finish up by tonight o i die).
another list of works coming up:

(not in particular order since i dunno which 1 to summit 1st..hahaha)

1. Mr. wan kamaran--> psikologi pendidikan (8-10 pages) due: 8 may
2. Mr. Loh ----> science folio+action research proposal. due: 8 may
3. Miss Ling--> moral asas assgnment. due:anytime soon.
4. Mr. salahuddin--> TP. due:before PBSM camping
5. Mr. Ariffin--> futsal. due: before 28th may
6.Miss Ong--> english DLP+ macro teaching. due: 11th may onwards.
7.Mr. Wong--> RPH in PP. due: err...anytime soon?
8. Mr. Ling--> kertas kerja. due: no idea
9. Mdm Alice--> folio olahraga. due: not my issue. haha. after practicum kot. ;p

anyhow, things must be summited b4 end of tis may. or u die. u fail. (which is seldom.).
pass. grad.posted.teach.get paid. thats the whole idea. dammit!

bla..bla..bla..

i take back my statement. i still liking my music lecturer.

it was ok for being stern sumtimes. =)

i back frm 3 days holiday @ hubby's place. a short vacation. i dun think its enuff though. ineedmore.

wawawa...(with emotion)

p/s: i have 2 presentations 4 tomoro, another 2 assignments to b summitted next week.

arghhh...(another scream-o)

i need space. pulizzzzzzzzzz

i found my remedy =)

well...after a longgg waitt..(with another 3 weeks in campus) finally i can surf frm the room! so la excited.
haha.
It has been a while i neglected my blog. i am quite busy. even, if im not doin my works i am still busy with sumthing else.
Surprisingly, alot had happened recently. sad things, good things. arwah uncle redzuan passed away of heart attack. he was 1 of daddy's bff. ive known him since i was a kid. a small kid. daddy cried alot n he looked so sad frm d day arwah been summited 2 hus. pity him. arwah was a very good man (i am supposed to ask for his help to get posted nearer to town!..huhu) and i am sure he will be placed around d good people up there.
a week after dat, frm hubby's side, 3 of his nearest relatives passed away then by then. first, the ipar which we happnd to get so close wen the guy studied in kch in 2007, followed by the grandma of his daddy's side (d sister of his real grandma)n lastly on good friday, his own kazen of the age 13, died in a car accident odw back to miri after their grandma's burial. some ppl said that the death of their grandma was not a good 1. taboo for the ibanez. we hv alot of pantang larang here n there. so, up 2 u la to believe it o not. God's fate, who can deny It?

I still have lot of assignments to do. most of the lecs r not happy with us n i dunno why. huh. tomoro will meet mdm ling for the music thingy which is 4 sure kna hentam one. SHe used to be one of my fav lec here but...err, recently she's not that kind/nice anymore. huhhuhuhu..

ok, gtg...will update soon. tk care peeps.

busy mode

ive been very busy lately. i'll try to catch up wit new updates within next two weeks. ill be back to kch n will hv more time to blog.
Life here aint easy. sigh.

regards.

wet..wet..day in kuching

when it comes to the month of January, everyday is a rainy day. well, almost. ;)
Im back to kuching for few days before heading to Sarikei on Sunday. the training will only starts on the 12th which is on Monday.
So, here it goes..after almost a year i spent working in Sri Aman and now im moving north to Sarikei.
There will no more me working as a PMO, goin out travelling to everyplaces from saratok-betong-lubuk antu-pantu, shaking legs in d office when there's nothing to do, gossiping, bitching on a bitch & sekutu-sekutunya, being able to be a very good fat snake, internet surfing 24hrs/5 days, games..games. WOW. this working place was REALLY COOL actually!
But, life must go on, sooner or later i am goin to leave sri aman. Im glad ive been here, knowing the people, discovered new good friends and also the BAD ones and facing the experiences to control emotional and physical balancing to stay strong handling all the pyscho probs in the office. =)
New path is going to make it on way, as a new person, as a teacher-in-da-making. I hope i can go through it. the responsibility and the obstacles that i may be facing soon.

oo, i need to sort out everything i want to buy b4 goin off to sarikei dis sunday, and all the documents too.
sigh. cant believe im gonna be a student (so-called) once again. wish me luck. =)

so wut say you??

New Year Resolution!

---iM GONNA BE GOOD. LIKE SERIOUSLY GOOD TO ALL THE PEOPLE IN THIS PLANET.
---LESS CURSING..HAHA. WISH ME LUCK WITH THIS
---PRAY ALOT =)

---DRIVE MANUALLY. I AM AN EXPERT WITH AUTO CAR. HAHA
--- LOSE WEIGHT. SIGH...FOR HUNDRED OF TIMES OREDY. IM GETTING TIRED OF IT!! I AM LIKE, SERIOUSLY FAT!
---BE A GOOD, NICE FIANCEE TO MY HUBBY. LESS MERAJUKINS, LESS EMO-INGS..
---BE GOOD TO MUMMY! HAHAHA..
---ALSO TO DADDY AND SISTERS + BRO IN LAW
---aLSO TO MUMMY AND DADDY IN LAW + BRO IN LAW
---BE GOOD TO MY BFFS, GOOD FRIENDS!
---MAKE MORE FRIENDS!
---BE A GOOD TEACHER IN DA MAKING!
---NEVER CUT MY HAIR SHORT
---SAVINGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
---BE STRONG! NO MORE SCARED OF GHOSTS!
---FINISH UP MY THESIS WRITING!

KU PUCAU..KU PUCAU..PUI KANAN..PUI KIRI..=D

a new year, another new resolution

2008 has left us with sweet and bitter memories.

A good year for some of us, but not for the others.

As for me, it was all good. Eventho the bad things had compassed me from every side, I stood strong surrounded by my loved ones.

I succeed and i failed at both time last year. Quoted by Bibie(aka sis of mine), ''Living a wonderful life does not mean you going through an easy pathway all the time. There will be obstacles and difficulties that you'll have to face as a remedy for you to be tough and strong.''

For the obstacles that i have been through from the past, im going to be strong and grateful for this new year. You know, sometimes when you are in a right track, you always forgot to be thankful for the Lord who have been with you all the time. I neglected my Lord almost all the time for 2008. I seldom pray for forgiveness and thankfullnes. I need to change. I need to re-contruct my spiritual beings for not being too proud of myself.

Being a new person for 2009, im not saying that i will totally change myself over. It is more to my behaviour and the Emo-physio ME. Some of my resolution was accomplished for last year so im gonna make new list and drag over the not-done-yet-reso to this year. Yeap..=)

Pray for my success, pray for my safe journey in this wonderful year of 2009 coz im gonna pray the same for you all too.

Ciao peeps. =)